I don't know where to start, this story has been a roller coaster of emotions from the start to the very end, and I feel like I can't go through this if I don't write my mind about it (kind of like natsuo).

I started reading the manga after watching the anime, I thought that the story of the anime was kinda of interesting and decided I should give the manga a chance, and I am glad I did, it gave me closure, although it wasn't the closure me or anyone else was expecting.

*Warning there can be spoilers*

In the begining I was intrigued of how the story started to develop, and how well the feelings of the characters were represented though the whole story. When Natsuo started dating Hina, I was already expecting a possible future where they could end together, however their relation was caught and they had to break up.

With this break up, it starts the new story between Natsuo and Rui, and it was perfect, it really made me feel happy about their relation, about how they would of solve their problems, how they were so cute together. Although I did not really like it when Rui decided to break with Natsuo, especially when Natsuo was already in a rough spot with his writing, but they ended up together, and that made me happy.

Now the ending of the story, Rui got pregnant from Natsuo, and I was really happy for them, and aí though that finally the story would end with both of them happy, however it wasn't what happened, the accident with Hina, made the owner of L'amant spoil the beans to Natsuo about Hina feelings, and this was when the manga turned to a new direction, it was really painful to see Natsuo and Rui breakup where they started dating, and how Rui was so okay with it, even after what they went through.

I must say, I did not quite understand why the author made the ending the way it did, maybe she wanted to give a happy ending to Hina, after she poured all her efforts to help Natsuo during the times that Rui just wasn't there. But it is still a little painful to see it end like this, I wanted Rui to be the one happy, especially with a daughter.

Although I did not accept the way the ending came through, I can't leave behind the rest of a magnificent story, where it made me feel things that I thought that I would never feel, and for that I thank the author for this story. Although if possible I would like it if there was released some kind of alternative ending where Rui was the one that had the happy ending.