can i cry now?

no one died, but i am crying, really, really crying.

i didnt read the reviews because i might get spoiled about what happened, but i should have.. i should have so i could have prepared myself for what happened.

im really sorry but this could be a waste of your time to read my review. but please prepare a tissue or a handkerchief when you read this manga.

it is a great story, but really.. im a crybaby now while im typing this down.

i like the characters. but because of their age when things happened, it was awkward for them and they were both conscious. if only.. if only they were able to..

i enjoyed, but it was more like, i was washed away by the waves deep down at the bottom of the ocean (i dont know how to swim), so im gasping and trying to hold my breath while reading and waiting for the next pages on what could really happen.

the art is not that exceptional but considering

SPOILER
this isnt your manga with a happy ending.

if i were on his shoes, what could have i done to convey my feelings to her? aside from what happened during our last meeting, what else could have been the better way. it is not easy to live a life full of regrets. to live a life where you pretend that you are fine with this and that, it is sad. what kind of pain have you suffered all along? she was your happiness.

if i were on her shoes, i should have mustered my courage to give it to him. i should have said it too. i should have looked for ways to reach him. i should have traveled hours to get to him.

this is sad. i do not with you but, this is the type of manga that makes me really hook to reading mangas. the human sufferings.. the pain that every normal human being agonize every minute of life. It is painful but that is life.

What is more painful here is because for how many years, it has been like that. It has not been released. He didn’t have an outlet on where or to whom he could share it with. No one new, except for her of what he is suffering. How am I going to convey my feelings to what I just read? It is just not enough because the pain is so heavy that I wanted to shout. If I only he shouted, if only he cried, if only he tried to release that pain.. but he didn’t because he didn’t want to hurt anyone.. because he still loved her.

thank you for reading, although you havent grasped anything from that, maybe.