I have never, ever dropped an anime or manga in my life. I hate leaving ANYTHING unfinished. It grinds my nerves and drives me insane. I've put some on hold, come back to others later, a variety of things, but never in my life have I dropped anything. Somehow, dropping this train wreck was a pretty idea that me going insane over unfinished manga.

Here's why: I read ten chapters. The first was terrible, but I thought I would hold out for a bit longer. I had watched the anime OVAs and was similarly appalled at the terrible excuse for an anime, but seeing others reference the manga, I somehow gave place to a seed of misplaced hope, deciding that the manga might be better anyways.

I was dead wrong.

First off, the story. It's confusing and makes no sense, and no character motivations make sense either. Nearly everything in this manga is illegal and considered sexual assault. If you have triggers towards sexual assault, PLEASE don't read this! I BEG you! It's for your own good. I have no problem with dark content, even if it contains rape (I in no way think it's okay, but I'm not one to shy away from dark subject material), but I had a problem with the way it's dealt here. Manga like Kuroshitsuji contains rape, and so does anime like Btooom!, but it's referenced as being lowly and terrible and illegal, while here it's passed off as something normal and just a minor inconvenience, which grates on my nerves more than I care to admit. In addition to this, the 'Honey system' doesn't make much sense and many holes regarding it are never clarified.

The art is pathetic. None of the body parts have any relationship with eachother. Everything is disproportionate, messy, ugly, and painful to look at. It makes me wonder what kind of blind person could've drawn things like this.

The character is horrible at best. Nobody has an ounce of character, and the few that have some inkling of a personality are the rapists. Enough said.

My enjoyment did not exist at all. As I flipped through every page, I kept thinking "what the actual fuck" continuously throughout ever panel. It was horrifying, scarring, and made me actually want to cry.

Overall, this is completely pathetic. I know some people may enjoy it because they claim to enjoy some 'rough smut', but let me say it straight: I am no stranger to smut, and I don't mind reading rough smut either. In fact, I will read almost any smut-- ALMOST. I don't want to read something that's clearly nonconsensual. If this had been a CONSENSUAL BDSM manga, then yes, most of the plots somewhat condonable, but 99% of this manga consists of dubious consent and the heroine not being able to bring herself to fight against it.

This is demeaning and I think it condones rape culture as a whole.

I would recommend this if: you somehow life reading about rape. I really don't recommend this at all.

I would NOT recommend this if: you want a plot, you want to look at pretty things, you are against nonconsenual sex, you want developed characters, you want to enjoy things, you want to have a happy life without thinking about this shit pile of garbage

If you guys are looking for smut, I would recommend looking into manga such as Hapi Mari. There is also a buttload of dojinshi out there just waiting to be read, so that's definetly an option. Whatever you do, please don't read this if you're sane.

If you're not, there's nothing I can do for you.

Am I being harsh? Perhaps.

Will I come back and read this fully? I'm praying that I'll be sane enough to never do it for my own good, but the unfinished manga might drive me insane to the point where I'll do it. If I ever do, then I suppose that I'll just add to this review and develop it to make it even more in depth about every single shortcoming and pitfall of this terrible, terrible trashpile.

Thanks for reading my review and choose manga wisely!

Have a great day!